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Saya Yang Merindui..


We little knew that night
its time for u to leave us.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you did not go alone,
For part of us went with you
You left us beautiful memories,
Your love is still our guide,
And though we cannot see you,
You are always by our side.
But nothing seems the same,

Every day I told myself that you’re gone
But still I can feel u somewhere near;
If could write a million pages
But still be unable to say, just how
Much we love and miss him
Every single day..and
Each time you linger in my head
I send to u my prayers

Ramadhan just around the corner
I couldn’t imagine how it would be
Popia basah n murtabak as our favourite
‘buka puasa’ dishes..oh my
I really couldn’t imagine
Surely this Ramadhan n Aidilfitri would be very different
VERY different..
i dun want to think but i just cant stop..

Ayah,
There’s more I want to type but it’s hard as tears blur up my eyes.
All I want to say is WE missed U so MUCH..




source: i picked here n there and some part by me..

4 comments:

Amy Amin said...

... i am in denial... so many times d same questions keep coming to my mind.. "is he really gone..? betul ke my ayah dah x ada? ayah yg selalu buat i benci dgn ego dia.. yg selalu nyebok2 hal kitaorg... yg slalu cepat marah bila x jumpa brg yg d cari or bila org x mo ikut ckp dia... yg suka tanya benda2 yg mmg dh tahu but still ask coz he juz want to dgr suara anak dia... yg x penah tau naper org marah kat dia... ayah yg x suka makan durian... ayah yg mmg syg kat anak2 n isteri dia tp x penah nk blaja sabar melayan perangai kami sumer... ayah yg rupa2nya masih d sygi walaupun kami sumer kena marah or kami sumer marah dia... :) ayah yg x ada galang ganti nya... becoz of u we r what we r now... smoga aman d sana, smoga d lindungi oleh amalan2 n kebaikanmu semasa d dunia, smoga dirimu memaafkn diri ini yg selalu membuatkan dirimu mengalirkan air mata... x ada ayah yg x sygkn anak... n mana mungkin anak x sygkan ayahnya... AL- FATIHAH...

to my sisters (nana, nora n eija) to my brothers (lutfi n fiqhri) to mak kita... smoga keakraban kita, kasih sayang kita, sentiasa ada hingga ke akhirnya...

dYanah aMin said...

along..saper yg x dlm denial..mrh macam mane pun kter..benci mane pun klu dia dah marah2 tempik2..tp dia tetap satu2 nya ayah yg kta ada..baik mane pun ayah org lain..lembut mana pun ayah org lain..tp dia bkn ayah kita..tp ayah kter tetap terbaik dlm hidup kter..

along jgn risau..mcm mane pun along akan ader saya smpai bler..wpun time along mintak2 tolong saya xbuat..saya ader satu jer along. klu satu hari nnt saya luper diri..hanyut dlm dunia sendiri..TOLONG igt kan..=)

kak put: =(..

Anonymous said...

:(

dYanah aMin said...

nina..aku br nk merasa perasaan tuh..hope aku ok nnt..ko pun kene ok..=)

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